It is been a long time since my last update the post...
Actually i am not really free for writing this post, but since i have changed a new template, then i should write something to show my changes....
Hmmmm... What should I write???
This week is my study week... But i feel like i am self decaying ah... Always feel lazy wanna study and many thing ah... Really lazy life...
I start my final with math... a subject which i really hate... but i try my best to love it...
haiz... really out of topic wanna write ah... Wait i think of another interesting topic first... til next time...
Thursday, October 30, 2008
New template...
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Saturday, October 25, 2008
A simple Love
Recently, i watch a movie named "Sex and the city"... Although the name sound like porn, but it is actually a love story, and a romantic story....
In the movie, there should be a simple wedding, but it turn into public, and the party turn big... However, it ended up in small simple ceremony, because, after all, marriage is the affair of a couple, not others.... As long as they happy, it would be all...
In real life, love should be like that also... If a couple is true to each other, they no need to take so much consideration bout how others feel...
Loves should be as simple as possible... Like, when one of them cry, just hand out a tissue, wipe away the tears... It is simple... Or simply say "I love you" or "I miss You"... The three words can change everything... It is that powerful...
It is nothing good when love turn complicated... There, a lot of conflict will be introduce, which can slowly corrode the bond, then one day, it may break the couple if the erosion is not stop...
So, make it as simple as possible when it is a matter of love...
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
An unlucky day
Lets start with this morning in the lecture hall.... It is usual for many of us to talk, as the lecture also talking in front... But today doNO what happen to the lectures.... One of the lecturer suddenly say, "u cakap saya pun tak ada mood mahu ajar!" Wow.... he suddenly just gone mad today... Then when he wanna continue teach again, he suddenly say wanna rest 5 minutes... Dono what happen to the crazy guy....
Then, in the noon when we having the lab test, it is just another disaster... All our seniors say that only need to read the past year coz all the question is the same.... But this year most of the question is different ah... Maybe they change the question after USM obtain the "Apex". Most of us blur, look at each other when we saw the question, coz it really shocking and surprising...
Then the time come to the evening, when my friends and I go to pass up our AutoCAD draw.... It is again, another disaster... I feel really sorry for Kenneth, because he is the one who help us, but get himself into trouble.... He help many of us print the assignment, print til midnight(4am in the morning), then been scold by lecturer coz cheating... What the.... Maybe the lecturer is too free until he wanna spot the mistake of us.... Sorry Kenneth...
Here comes the highlight of today unlucky event... I went to library after i pass up the assignment... But, when i try to get back to the hostel, the sky started to cry... And i am wet... But that's not all... On my way back hostel in my wet clothes, a guard suddenly stop me and give me warning and put my name into record... Why???? Because he say my hair is long.... What the.... Why this happen to me... University also like this thing.... Why???
Again, i berpuasa coz outside is raining too heavily til i cant go out to the cafe to eat... All sort of unlucky thing come today... But, it will gone, soon, very soon!!!!
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I am me
I am an architect: I’ve built a solid foundation; and each year I go to that school I add another floor of wisdom and knowledge.
I am a sculptor: I’ve shaped my morals and philosophies according to the clay of right and wrong.
I am a painter: with each new idea I express, I paint new hue in the world’s multitude of colours.
I am a scientist: each day that passes by, I gather new data, make important observations, and experiment with new concept and ideas.
I am an astrologist: reading and analyzing the palms of life and each new person I encounter.
I am an astronaut: constantly exploring and broadening my horizons.
I am a doctor: I heal those who turn to me for consultation and advice, and I bring out the vitality I those who seem lifeless.
I am a lawyer: I’m not afraid to stand up for the inevitable and basic rights of myself and all others.
I am a police officer: I always watch out for others’ welfare and I am always on the scene preventing fighting and keeping the peace.
I am a teacher: by my example others learn the importance of determination, dedication and hard work.
I am a mathematician: making sure I conquer each one of my problems with correct solutions.
I am a detective: peering through my two lenses, searching for meaning and significance in the mysteries life.
I am a jury member: judging others and their situations only after I’ve heard and understood the entire story.
I am a banker: others share their trust and values with me and never lose their interest.
I am a hockey player: watching out for and dodging those who try to block my goals.
I am a marathon runner: full of energy, always moving and ready for the next challenge.
I am a mountain climber: slowly but surely, I am making my way to the top.
I am a tight-rope walker: carefully and stealthily I pace myself through every rough time, but I always make it safely to the end.
I am a millionaire: rich in live, sincerity and compassion, and I own a wealth of knowledge, wisdom, experience and insight that is priceless.
Most important, I am me!
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Monday, October 20, 2008
Short Post
Finally, i start to get a little busy to keep on updating my post... for me, it is a good sign because i start to busy, or should i say, i start to get hardworking.... Hahaha...
As a uni student, i think i really over free.... I saw all my friends are busy with their assignment, their study.... but why i so free??? I also uni student also ba... We enter uni together... but they start busy so soon... A bit jealous although i don't like busy life....
Now my test is hitting me like the meteor, so fast and the impact is huge... i merely can survive it... but i don't dare to try my best, scare that i will be very disappointed...
One last thing, i will be going home, very soon... 29 days left.... As i think of the reducing date, i feel really happy... hahaha... home sweet home... coming soon....
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
About Andrina
She want i write bout her bo... So, I really don't know where to start with.... So let just start with the thing that happen recently lo....
That day she called me suddenly, with a new number... sorry to say because i really cannot recognize her voice because we didn't talk to each other for quite a long time.... Haha... I have a lousy memory.... Then i still remember that she shout at me that day because i don't remember her voice... What for she shout le? Maybe because her shout is the signature of her ah... Remind me immediately bout her....
The funny thing bout her is that she like green colour... laptop is green, shoes also has green colour, pencil box and many others greeny stuff.... I don't understant why she like a colour so much.... Like me, i like many colour and don't have my own favourite colour.... But she only like green... And her friend only like pink.... Maybe girl is like that de lo... when they like something, they only like that thing only... won't change their heart....
It seems like there are more loyalty than gentleman o!!! Can i doubt that???
Hmmm... What i can write bout her again le??? Can't remember much la... Hmmm.... I remember something already.... Andrina crazy bout money and is money maniac.... Hahaha.... this is very true.... She count her money and try to get more money always... She can see money everywhere.... Money....
But that is good attitude... We should think of money always like she does... Cause money is very veyr important....
She now is studying Quentity Surveyor in UTM, and she is NA already.... She will be graduate in 3 years, which means she will go to work faster than most of us, except Mr Sotong... So probably she will treat us eat very very soon... Hopefully she is not that stingy to do so.... Hmmm.... I remember we once say that if we got money, we will having party at Caffee Bean.... So hopefully she faster go find a lot of money and be the first one to organise a party there... Haha.... Now i can smell the coffee powder edi....
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Friday, October 17, 2008
State of Mind
If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't;
If you like to win, but think you can't,
it's almost a cinch you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you're lost;
For out in the world we find
success begins with a fellow's will;
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you're outclassed, you are;
you've got to think high to rise,
you've got to be sire of yourself
before you can win the prize.
Life's battles don't always go
to the stronger or faster man;
but sooner ot later the man who wins
is the man who thinks he can.
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Abandon Chemistry
I ain't going to write anything bout chemistry anymore.... Because i must admit that Mr Sotong is much much more free than me... He can go get those bonding picture, which I am really impressed, and i don't think i will go and do those thing.
Then, there is one more thing, hmmm.... So pai seh to say that I know my English is not good, but don't worry... I will try my best to improve it.... And don't tease me bout the Band 5... It's nothing, but luck....
One more small thing only... I won't be replying with the chatbox, because i don't know how.... I am turning slowly into an idiot edi...
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What i wanna be
I know this is a very boring topic.... so i try my best to make it more interesting... Haha... Wanna try how good is my writing to change something boring into interesting...
First, i wanna be rain... With that, I can moisture the land with thirst...
Then i wanna be the sun... Then i can bring light to human...
I wanna be the cloud, so i can shade people when the sun is too strong.
I wanna be the moon, so i can bring a little welcome light to people at night...
I wanna be the star, to navigate the lost one at night, and to decorate the night sky...
I wanna be the sea, to give place for people to empty their complicated mind.
I wanna be the land, so all of you can feel safe to land on me, to build house, and to live...
I wanna be the flower, to decorate earth, to be a present of care for others...
I wanna be the pigeon, because it represent the peace...
Ok.... Finish with all the "oficial" answer... Now, let me tell you the truth....
First and foremost, i wanna be rich... Money is not everything, but without money, it is nothing at all... So, i wanna be rich... I want to have a lot of cash in my heart...
Then, i wanna be a traveler... I wanna travel to the whole world, to eat all the delicious food, and to enjoy all the poetic scene....
Then, of can, i wanna be a writer, to tell others what i feel, to share with other, to let them proud of me... But, this is a bit difficult, since i am not really good in writing....
Next, i wanna be a good guy also.... i must admit that i am not a really good people... I always scold people stupid, and seldom do charity... I seldom help others also... but, really, i wanna try the feel to be a very good guy....
Last, i wanna be a normal guy, living a normal live....
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
小丑
其实, 并不是每一个人都可以成为小丑 。
小丑可是很伟大的,因为他带给人欢乐,但是却隐瞒了内心的真感情。
知道为什么小丑必须用彩妆吗?原因是为了掩盖脸上的表情。小丑永远都是笑脸, 而苦脸是不会出现的,就算出现, 也不可以让人知道, 因为他所带给人的欢乐不因该被愁苦而打败。
那么小丑为什么需要一双大鞋呢?因为他要给人一种很滑稽的感觉,也要给人一种觉得他很稳,可以帮助人,不会带给人更多的烦恼,只会减少吧了!
最后,就是小丑的服装了。他的服装永远都超大的,因为如此一来,他就会是一个很有度量的人,可以听取他人的烦恼,任人玩弄,也要把快乐带给人。
但是, 小丑永远都只是配角,永远没有人会去记得他。但是他就是带给了我们快乐的时光。所以我们就要尽量留意身边的人,不要让这些欢乐的制造者被遗忘了。要珍惜他们,因为他们让我们沉闷的时间过得比较快一点。。。。
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Trouble Tree
The carpenter David hired to help him restore old farmhouse had just finished a rough first day on the job. A flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric saw quit and now his ancient pickup truck refused to start. While David drove him home, he sat on stony silence. On arriving, he invited David in to meet his family. As they walked towards the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands.
When open the door, he underwent an amazing transformation. His tanned face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked David to the car. They passed the tree and due to curiosity, David asked what eh had seen him do earlier.
"Oh, that's my trouble tree," he replied. "I know i can't help having troubles on the job, but one thing for sure, troubles don't belong in the house with my wife and the children. So I just hang them up on the tree every night when I come home. Then in the morning I pick up again."
"Funny thing is," he smile, "when I come out in the morning to pick them up, there ain't nearly as many as I remember hanging up the night before."
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Polymer
Hahahaha... I am really childish i think... really... I write this blog just wanna win sotong because he just write something bout periodic table.... so i am gonna come out something to tackle the element attack... So, i write bout polymer... hahaha... Something that can combine many mant element....
There are two type of polymer, natural and syntetic.... Same as human, natural or artificial.... Natural is born like tat la, but artificial is after u were born, then u go to operation to do some "adjustment" to make urself more perfect.... Man made we called...
OK.... Polymer have a backbone that connect the structure... same as us human.... Futhermore, there are polymer that can have ring and then kahwin with another polymer... Same la... Got ring, got marriage.... Then when some polymer are too close with another, sometime it will attract, sometime it will repulse.... Haha.... Again, same with the relationship between human being....
MOstly, the polymer can be cross linkage or arrange themselves in perfect order... Let say bout the cross linkage polymer, like rubber.... Rubber is elastic, but when it is overstress, it wil lost the elasticity.... The elasticity can be describe as our human mood and manner adn emotion.... We can be good, cheerful, and behave, but if we are overdo, overstress, overwhelm, all of us will react like we not suppose to be.... Therefore, sulphur is added to the natural ribber to increase the properties. for us human, we are educated to be more patient and think more logically...
Then polymer's namering is actually like we human, got their family name and all those crap like they are number what in the family... It is for us to easier to recognise them... Same as we, we are named, so that we can be identified, to prevent ambiguety...
Lastly, polymer can be class into different class... Which is something NOt good if it happen to our community... But it actually happen... That is, we human are being classified into many group, and treat unfairly....
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Chemistry and life...
Actually, i just wanna follow my friend style, mr sotong when i write this blog... He connect chemistry to life... He also say that redox reaction is in our life with a saying "when God shut his door to you, He will open the wondow for you", which is very true.... I don wanna let him write all the chemistry reaction... He will turn into a chemistry man very soon... so i wann write something bout chemistry before him also...
OK, here we go with our journey of the chemistry....
My chemistry reaction will be neutralisation reaction... It is a simple reaction, in which acid plus base will get a neutral solution.... what's the connection with life? easy...
Let stress of study equal to acid, playing games equal to base.... Both can be harmful if it stay alone, similiar to base and acid... But if we mix up together correctly, well done, you live a healthy life!!!! That's a simple example of acid and base...
Acid and base are 2 total different thing... It just like Mars and Venus.... This remind us bout a book saying that "Man are from Mars and Woman are from Venus"... IF the two collide, wow... it will be a disaster.... But if it is well manage, then surely a neutral situation will be achieve.... That is when all thing are in equilibrium....
Lastly, also the most logic for me.... acid is represent by posite(Cation), whereas base is represent as negative(anion). In mathematic, positive plus negative will equal to zero... LogIc???? hahahaha
Simply bluff!!!
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Monday, October 13, 2008
My MAthematic... Killing me.... Murder me...
Haiz.... I really don understand why i need to study mathematic.... I really hate it ah.... And i don't think mathematic is useful in my course... But, i have to study oso.... let me tell you what i have to study...
Then this question... Only a short question... But the answer got two whole page.... And many intergration til I totally lost at the beginning of nowhere...
And this equation... It only an equation... But also so so so complicated....
This equation is the Fourier Series Equation... Need a lot of intergration also...
Help me with this... Headache ah..
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
Galileo and relationship
Still remember the story of Galileo Galilei dropping two ball at Pisa Tower at the same time? Stil remember what it proves? It proves that under the same force (gravitational force), the two object of different mass will reaches ground on the same time....
This can apply to the Law of Falling In Love also...
Ok... Let me tell you how the principle is apply... Under the power of love, a couple can fall in love at the same time...Is this true? I think so... Because when two people fall in love, usually they will fall in love togehter almost at the same time... so, maybe this is a special phenomena in this world... They will always be connection between many many things... Love and gravity force, relationship and bonding of love, all is connected somehow....
This world is amazing! It is a wonderful world.
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
Happy Clover
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Newton Law and Love
Remember what Newton discover when he was hit by an apple when he sit under the tree? He discovered Gravitational Law... No one actually know that story is tru or not... But let assume it is true...
The gravitational law state that there are forces of attraction exist between 2 bodies with mass. This apply to human also... When two people get attracted to each other, they are actually due to this gravitational law... Futhermore, when their mass of this couple is similiar, the force of attraction is a square... F=G M1M2/r2... Then, if they are getting closer to each other, as the distance is smaller, the force of attraction also will increase also...
Next is the first low of motion.. Law of inertia... aka lazyness law... It state that when an object is moving, it will continue to move in constant velocity if there is no external force exerted, or if the objet is stationary, it will mantain its position if no external forces also... Same as a couple lah... If a couple only like each other, but no body take action first, then they will only continue become friend only... If both lazy wanna take action, then no collision will happen, therefore no changes in relationship, only friendship.
Then is second law of motion.. F=ma... Here comes when somebody take action... Then a series of matter will happen here, like the boy start woo the girl, then the girl wanna try test the girl and so on... It is important to know that there will be resultant force that reduce the net force, such as there maybe will be 3rd party who try to stop or against the new couple...
Lastly is the third law, something about a reaction force, aka normal force.. It can be explain as when the boy woo the girl, finally the girl was touch bout the boy, then they fell in love with each other... This is a happy ending... But if the normal force cancel out each other with the net force, then Not good... cause maybe their relationship too close til cant be couple, only can become best friend.
Let's no forget bout conservation of momentum and impulse... Momentum is as the couple get together in very very close relationship, when they break up, they will be like going from heaven to hell, they will seperated each other very very far also after break up, maybe imposible to become friend... Impulse is connect to time... As the time of collision is longer, their relationship is stronger cause the couple understnad each other better... Then if the time is shotter, it is otherwise lo...
Then Newton oso discover Calculus... Intergration is calculate area under a curve... Maybe that time he wanna calculated circumstances for relationship cause it can seperate a curve into many part in order to calculate the area, juzt as wanna calculate what in a relationship... Then is the differentiation... It is to differentiate something... It wanna count what will happen after break up...
See, Newton make such a big discover and solution in the matter of love... But, Newton end up to be alone, single when the day he die... So sad... He is such a great man which make my life so difficult with math!!!!!
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
Study at Library
Then, suddenly, outside the window, the sky turn dark as if it is going to turn into night in the noon... Then a heavy down pour come along with thunder and lightning... But the view at library during rain is really very beautiful and p
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Can't Help Falling in Love!!!




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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Trip to Batu Feringgi
I went to Batu Feringgi last week... At least, save me from boringness for 2 days. haha... It is a trip organise by sarawakian.... hahaha... I met many seniors from my own home town...
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Monday, October 6, 2008
Keeping up my effort with blogging
Yeah...today is a busy day for me... This morning after tutorial class i went to librry to study... But i only went there try to study, think of study, but fail to do so cause i am too tired til very sleepy ah
Then, in the noon, after my class, i went back to the library for the same purposes again.. I wanna study... Study math... The subject I hate most... This time, I finally make up my mind to study... Luckily for me, I went with friends... They can kept me away from sleep... At first I try my best to concentrate... As time pass by, my concentration decreases... It is normal thing for human... Then come another friend who just finish her tutorial... She come and pull me up from sleeping mode, always loh so loh so and say must study harder, learn my math... With that, i think i manage to continue for another hour...
finally, we left the library because we are freezing due to the rain outside... It really cold ah... And i make up my mind again i will bring my sweater whenever i go to the library...
I think my stamina to keep on study at library is not enough... I will force myself to go more often to get use to it... I really cant concentrate to study in room due to my dearest laptop ah... hahaha
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
Please Think of These
At different stages of our lives, the signs of love may vary: dependence, attraction, contentment, worry, loyalty, grief, but at heart, the source is always the same. Human beings habe the rare capacity to connect with each other, against all odds.
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
My University Life
Next, come the convocation of USM... Really is human mountain human sea ah... I can feel the air fill with joy and exitement... But, it is very very hot physically... USM enginner's jubah is purple colour... Not bad actually, and it is unique argh..
Then, this is my family here...OK, I explain what i mean by "family". I am the first year student.. So, i will have a direct senior(the 2nd year), called "kakak" or "abang". Then for their senior(the third year), i called "super abang". Then for the final year senior, we called hyper abang or hyper kakak.
Next, is the mooncake festival... I have a lot of fun here argh..
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Friday, October 3, 2008
my Horoscope
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My First Post
This is my first post...hmmm. I don't really kNow what to write about. Maybe i write something that i read from a book today. Meaningful!
"A chemist who can extract from his heart's element, compassion, respect, longing, patience, regret, surprise, and gorgiveness and compound them into one can create that atom which is called love.
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